Augh. Screw it. I dunno what's going on lately with people, but I've been stressed. And I've given up on a few people in my life. They just kind of...blargh.

Oh my god. I remembered, I've been threatened that a girl named Missy would beat me up TWO times this week. xD Everyone says that I don't need to worry, and that she's only picking on me because I actually pay attention to her. But yeah, she gets involved in all this stupid crap that I'm doing on my own, and she has never even been in my life.

Apparently, last year she got mad at me because I said 'I hate my grandparents.' Big whoop right? Well apparently it was for her, since her grandmother apparently died? (Don't get me wrong, I felt bad that her grandma died. But blah, no need to take it out on me for saying I dislike my grandparents.) She was preeetttyyy close to beating me up that time, but my teacher stopped her and took her out in the hallway. This year, apparently I 'insulted' a few people she knew, and she totally jumped the gun at a chance to harm someone emotionally again. I was sitting in class...and I had my phone out, and she started yelling at me to 'ut my phone away' and she dropped some nasty words also, and then she threatened me by saying that she'd beat me up and she'd be the, and I quote, "Meanest person I've ever met in my whole entire life" and I just beamed at her and said 'Okay!'. Talk about handling things. I was scared, excuse my language, shitless, but I kind of hid it.

Sad thing is, she picks on people who haven't done anything to her. And if one of her friends to the same exact thing to the SAME exact person, she doesn't bitch at them. So I have to start ignoring her.... the incident today was kind of interesting, I smacked my friend Yutzy upside the head and she was all 'did you just fucking hit him?! KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF OF HIM. IF YOU TOUCH HIM AGAIN I WILL HURT YOU." and it's ridiculous, because on the inside I was like 'I've done this since I was in ninth grade, and I'm a senior now, so shut up and go whine to someone else about how awful your life is.' Of course, I apologized to Yutzy, not her, because she doesn't deserve an apology. Yutzy wasn't happy about me smacking him upside the head, as my teacher said, and I felt kind of bad. But yeah. At least I had it in my heart to apologize.

She freaking hates me though. And I have no clue why. It drives me up a wall as to how people can do that. I understand if they hate one gender or the other, but then again, if they hate me, then they see something in me that they like, but don't have...or so mom and everyone in my family says. So blah.

I'm going to fail on a report by the way, it's awful-sauce. I was working on a report about pinatas and I have failed to get three pages. At least it's just the peer editing, I still have until next week to haul my arse into gear and get working. *coughs* No...I'm not lazy...I've actually been depressed. Oh..and I've been wondering how a few of my friends from other states (Yeah. You. And you. Youuuu. *jabs at*) have been doing. They said goodbye, but I um...kind of wanna talk again I suppose. > .<

I love you all. And I hope to post again soon, I'll make up for the art-lackingness also... so yeah.